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Deviousness `ChewedKandi has certainly gone out of her way to keep the vector community on the right path. Always making sure that her talents are infinitely scalable, Sharon has put her bezier curves to excellent use, and firmly anchored herself as an inspirational leader. We're absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for June 2013 to `ChewedKandi. Congratulations, Sharon! Read More
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Happy because of how I'll tell her that the abuse ends and we move away and we have friends and people are kind to us and life is better. Happy because of how we're writing things like we always wanted and we play video games like we've always wanted and how tall we've gotten and how we're finally going to stand up to father.
But sad, too, because of how everyone we were ever friends with at the old town has forgotten us. Sad because of how father doesn't love real us. Sad because of how the bullies' voices still sit in the back of our head, screaming insults. Sad because of how we're still not one of the socially accepted.
And finally scared. Scared because I have become what I feared most at past me's age. Scared because of the evil we've seen in ourself. Scared because we know the day will come when answers are demanded and the only other option is death.
She'd probably be dissappointed, since i was such a pure person back then xd
Sex, drug, alcohol, smoking, all made me go EW. WHY'D YOU DO THAT??
And she'd probably never expected that i would calm down after all~
I guess i changed pretty much. I became pretty mean and spoiled i think.
But, she'd probably be thrilled that i got myself a drawing tablet~!
That i actually pulled through with drawing, even though everybody back then found it strange,
and told me i'd be ruining my future if i put too much time and effort in it.
She'd probably also be relieved that i found people who are just as silly as past me is~
Since they were hard to find back then. Maybe she would be more at ease with herself then~
Once again, very inspiring piece of art! Lovely!
and its tough thinking about it but i think the past me would be super surprised to know i have a girlfriend and how much i changed my style in fashion..
all like 'how do you manage to not get lazy in dressing up and doing your makeup and hair like before?'
i was such a tomboy back then ahaha
Past self: D8 Y U no figure skate? When did you start drawing people! Imma drawing DWAGUNS! FOREVAH.
Me: *slaps past self and hands them a Danny Phantom season 1 DVD*
Me: Don't let it go to your heard. You always knew natural was the best.
Pm: Yea I always managed to rub it off by the end of the day anyhow. Soo...Are you still with Mr. T**?? And did you ever make it through college?
Me: Took me a while, but I finally managed to get my gen. eds. done. As for Mr. T, he's at home. We've got dinner plans later and he still makes my entire body melt when he kisses me
Pm: Glad to hear you both are still together. So what's your life filled with now? What do you spend your time doing?
Me: I read quite a bit and I practically own my own library on a net book
Pm: What do you mean?
Me: You're missing something aren't you? Feel a little empty?
Pm: Sometimes...
Me: Because you're...We're creative souls. You NEED to express yourself through music, through art, through connection beyond words. Get out there and start learning to listen better. Take it all in and relish in the release that simple things in life give you. You never become the next Buddha because you're too sassy to, but I always knew I'd be on the right path. That I'd learn what makes me happy.
Pm: I do know that, don't I..
Me: Nope. You grew it out so you could have a pony-tail again. Then, when you tried to cut it and get a mohawk your mom said you looked great with long hair. So you decided to keep it.
PM: You're not skinny. Am I still insecure about my weight?
Me: Yeah, but you learn to use your assets.
PM: Like my eyes and my boobs?
Me: Yeah those are all you got going for you kid.
PM: You don't have scars.
Me: Ignore those asshole kids. They're not worth hurting yourself over. You'll realize that in a little while, when you're holding broken glass to your wrist. Trust me. It gets better. Keep swingin', kid.
PM: You're stronger than I'll ever be.
Me: That doesn't even make sense, idiot. I am you. Now get away from me. You're also antisocial and spend hours on your computer - the only thing I suggest is a seat pillow so you don't get back cramps as much. Have fun being weird, weirdo!
pm: oh, so all that shit I told myself about dying my hair black was a lie, huh?
me: erm, yeah, it seems like...
pm: and, as i can see, you still didn't sit on a diet
me: no...
pm: well, what about "learning more"?
me: ...
pm: ... anime?
me: omg yes yes yes!!! all the time!!! stop doing your homework kiddo - you still not gonna get a good job and watch more anime + read more manga!!! and draw!!!
pm: alright...
me: oh, and forget about getting a new phone - you need camera much more, believe me!
pm: ...