My Hearts out of Focus

A little story to go with this

A person I got very friendly with just before the summer, decided for some reason that they no longer wanted to associate with me. I am pretty lost as to what I could've done.

I'm a little less in the dark about the whole thing but at some point during the summer something switched. :/ Unfortunate as that is, what's more unfortunate for me was the amount of damage that issue was causing me throughout the last few weeks.

My heads been somewhere else, along with my emotions being a bit out of whack.

The problem still isn't solved as they don't wanna speak to me and I don't know about approaching them. I don't even know what I'd say to them if I did.

But I Hit a bit of a realization the other day. I was trying to make un-related decisions regarding other people and school and such and I was just in a bad way doing them. I wasn't able to figure out the right choices because my mind and my heart were out of sync and focus. I need to sort out this problem before I can approach other issues with more clarity.

It's like a screw is loose in a massive machine: Im having a hard time finding it, but until I find it and tighten the bolts, the machine won't run smoothly.

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