FriendlessThere's a little boy who walks to school,Nobody knows his name.No matter what he tries to do,It is always the same.He keeps up with all the trends,He knows them inside out.Each one he pulls off perfectly,Even that selfie-photo pout.Each week he brings a box of muffins,Though nobody knows why.He used to try and hand them out,Now he doesn't even try.He shares the muffins with the crowsand eats them one by one.For consuming that much sugar,He sure looks miserable when he's done.He looks down at the empty boxand you see a little smile.The crows fly off and he lies down;They'll all be full for quite a while.The same routine, every week,I think so that he can pretend,That in the year that he's been here,He's made at least one friend.©lonewolfpuppy
I Am....I am the loud but hidden girl.I wonder about the sheltered thoughts of others.I hear the butterfly's wings flapping in crushes stomachs.I see lies flicker behind smiling eyes.I want to comfort the people in pain.I am the loud but hidden girl.I pretend to be the one altering lives.I feel the pain others sense.I touch the inner tears we hide.I worry that individuals are in agony.I cry for those who hide in a crowd.I am the loud but hidden girl.I understand not everyone can be blissful.I say it is something the whole world should fight for.I dream of a life full of smiles.I admire those who strive to help these people.I try to hold back the hurt from others.I hope to change the views of another.I am the loud but hidden girl.
I Want To Love YouI know I'm supposed to love you.I know deep down I do.I hope I do.I don't like feeling this way about you,But so often are you nasty to me.I'm sick of taking your abuse.I'm sick of feeling like I'm living the same day over and over.I want to love you,But you make it difficult.I want to love you,But that isn't my feelings in my heart.I wish that you thought logically,Like everyone else.It makes me frustrated.I just want you,To realize what's happening to me.I need you to give me more then just money.I need the love that hasn't been provided,For years.I just feel alone.I want to love you,But I can't.I hate you.
Words of 'Wisdom''You don't know what you've got till its gone.'Sentimental bullshit for emotional cripples.Hearts bleeding from regretted decisions,Reaching arms grab for wraiths of the past.Standing right in front of you, clear as day,But only after do you realsise what I was.I no longer care about what I had.Years of heart break and pain cured me of that.If you had me, good for you.But a word of advice; waste not, want not.History repeats itself, following the cycle of the clock.Second chances are all you'll get, all I can stand.This caged heart that beats right here?It's hiding from the world because of you.Regrets, like chains, bind you to the past.Only past I have is of rebounds and lies,Convenient excuses that they thought I wanted to hear.I've heard all the stories, played along with the acts.As your world burns, I'll play the fiddle,But I had nothing to do with the fire.