I don't want to grow up! I remember being 8 years olf and being so excited to get older now I just want time to rewind to a time where my daddy was still alive, where my little brother didn't hate me, to where my sister still lives with us. and we can all go trick or treating together and we all sit down and watch the nightmare before x-mas and halloween Charlie Brown! Even Hallween town and twitches! I can drop my candy a hundred times and my big sister can help me pick them back up and when we get home we can all sit together and trade candy while daddy checks for poison and steals about half our chocolates and mommy let's us stay up late! and watch the Simpsons specials and eat kentucky fried chicken without being sick the next day!
but i know that's not going to happen... I am 16 and getting my GED so i can go to art school, my daddy died of cancer when i was 11, my mom had 4 other children with my step dad and started drinking, my big sister moved in with her boyfriend, my brother dislikes me very much so now... I'm all alone. I have no one... I just want to go back to that time. Is that really too much to ask?